When i was 7 i was rapped. from there it went down hill. My mom thinks im a pathetic excuse for a daughter. Tells me since i cut i should just kill myself, to just get it over with. I live with this pain everyday. All i wan to do is close my eyes, and never wake up. I dont want to feel like im having my heart ripped to shreds everyday, I dont know how much longer i can hold on, until i just give up completely. I dont want to feel anything anymore.
LoneInLife LoneInLife
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 23, 2014

Please don't give up your mom is wrong. Plain and simple my dear. You can over come the pain but it will take work. I realize that right now you feel as tho nothing is ever going to be right. I promise you that feeling is wrong. Please reach out to someone who can help you.

National Sexual Assault Hotline - 1.800.656.4673
Rape, Abuse & ****** National Network
National Sexual Assault Hotline - 1.800.656.HOPE

If you are in a crisis, please call for help:
1-800-273-8255 or 1-800-784-2433 (available 24/7)

please call one of these lines...