I Always Worry That The Devil Is Going To Take Me Out This World

I just worry in my mind, because I want to know what made him do it. What made him enter my body, cause me to have an Urinary Tract Infection. What cause me to go online to find out if I was actually in Hell, what cause our city to rain. What cause me to make things and object to move. How did myself start spinning around in my room. I just want to know what made it show my face into a mirror. It was like a demonic spirit trying to control me.
chicago54 chicago54
22-25, M
4 Responses Aug 4, 2010

Can you sleep somewhere else sweetie? Maybe doing this meditation will help. Lay down on your bed with the lights on or off, maybe use some real soft music in the background (no rock or anything loud and noisy). Close your eyes first and slowly relax all the tension from your body. Then imagine that you are in a field of wildflowers (or on top of a mountain) and that you feel the sun beating down on you, you start feeling the warmth dig into your skin and then you feel the warmth spread all over your body. Next imagine that a white light from Heaven (God, Buddha, Allah -- whoever you believe is up there) is shooting straight around your body and protecting you from harm, you feel his love and strength, you feel the fear evaporating from you and you feel peaceful and content.<br />
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Try this for a few days and see what happens. It will take a lot of strength and courage to do this.<br />
I know you can do this Chicago. I'll be sending you good thoughts and strength to get throw this horrible fear of yours. You can face these fears straight on and conquer them.<br />
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Irene

It's feels like I have to wear a coat to stay warm at night.

I am understand that I'm doing that. I just want to make sure there are no evil spirits. Because I wake up from the basement feeling cold. I just don't like my room feeling cold, and I start to shiver, especially in the morning.

What are you talking about? Demons?? Honey, if you believe in demons then of course they are gonna appear. Your mind is a powerful tool and can be used to manifest the most beautiful place or the worst place, it's up to you what you value the most.<br />
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I personally don't like to be fearful and I used to believe in demons, but I believe more in the goodness of this world. The more power you give these demons then the more fearful and crazy they make you. <br />
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Irene