Im I Worth Being Loved

i remeber when my ex boyfriend told me he could never love me because i dont even love myself... And i was lost, because he was so right! i just think it would be so much easier for someone to love me, for me!! i dont know how to love myself how can i.. if nobody else wants to then why should i! sometimes im so brave and so strong im ready to take on the world, but other days im justa scared little girl that goes hides and cries! i dont know whats to love about me im sick in the head
SoEmPtY SoEmPtY
18-21, F
3 Responses May 21, 2007

I can understand how you feel. Cos I used to feel that way long time ago..But no more..because I know that God loves me whether I am good or not. He knows all about me and still loves me. I know he loves me because he gave his only Son to be punished, instead of me! I am forgiven and made right with God because He was punished and rejected. <br />
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And God loves you as well..When you know you are God's beloved, you will be able to love and accept yourself! You need to constantly remind yourself of how much God loves you..then you'll be sooo happy..like me!

I feel the same way, some days im feelin like rockin out when i look in the mirror, other times i feel like who would ever like me. I think it has something to do with the weather because when it starts getting darker and stuff I dip into my dark moods. I just try to remember that I have alot to be thankful for and just remember one thing that someone said to me that made me happy and carry that with me as long as I need it. Usually helps me out a little

Please do not feel so down on yourself. I think liking ourselves is something that some of us were just not born with, but at least that gives us some leg work to work with. You are at least admiting this characteristic that you have, now address it. How? I am not sure, but I want you to know that you are not alone, not at all. When you mentioned sick in the head I could relate, that is what I tell my kids when I discuss emotional disorders. It is true, a sickness in the brain and the neurological order, but do not be ashamed. Ones who have diabetes or high blood pressure take meds daily, do you take meds? You may want to talk to your Dr. Keep your chin up and remember that you are not alone.