What It Means To LiveMost days it feels like I'm barely breathing. I'm doing so many things at once. Between college, wanting to read and write like crazy at this particular moment, I feel overwhelmed with a sense of that missing something.
I hardly laugh anymore, I hardly smile. The only times I seem to have these emotions anymore are when I'm reading. I think for the time being I just need to get caught up in reading because it makes me feel like myself again.
I need to rekindle my love of books, to rediscover myself from my beginning. I use to love reading books when I was younger, then for a while I didn't read at all. I regret the time I spent chasing after friends, when truly all I needed was books that never let me down.
LylaRocks 26-30, F 0 Jan 28, 2012