I Want to Feel Free.
I wanna walk barefoot in the grass and not think of anything but how thick and lush it feels.
I wanna play at the park with my hubby and flirt like i was 15.
I wanna look at strangers like unknown friends instead of a threat to my safety.
I wanna feel pretty again, i want to feel comfortable in my own skin when i am pretty. I want to be able to look at myself naked and not feel ashamed.
I want to forget to remember sometimes.
I want to remember what it feels like to sit in the grass looking at the starts until the dew forms.
I want to laugh and play like the weight of the world isn't held completely on my shoulders.
I don't want to feel tired all the time anymore.
Mostly- i just want to live like my life wasn't about the worst thing that ever happened to me.