Day In And Day Out

I'm a 24 year old mother and wife.  I feel like I can't make a decision of my own.  I'm constantly pleasing others and never do anything for myself.  When I do I feel guilty. 

I work a full time job that I tell myself I enjoy.  I have a huge desire to be a work at home mother for my son and to sell the things that I make.

There are so many things that I want to do with my life, but can't.

My biggest hold back right now I feel is our debt.  Everytime I feel like I'm getting ahead, something comes up again.  I know. story of everyone's life these days.  When will this day in and day out cycle stop.  Stop just going with the flow and start making dreams come true, memories with my family, make new friends and enjoy time with them.  I just want to enjoy my life, not just "live" it.
connerash connerash
22-25, F
Aug 10, 2010