I Want to Live Life to the Fullest
I know what's holding me back.. 2 of the typical things, Depression & Anxiety. hah.. sounds so typical (:P)
I have a lot to do.. Fix my health, Gotta start University, find some actually dedicated music lovers (the hardest one, so many posers out there), Start modeling and just enjoy!
I have been trying to kill those two mentioned in the first paragraph. I know I am better, but the depression is still there. 2 month ago, I thought I finally murdered anxiety, was going through boring people life, but that bastard came out of the grave.. Zombie!
I know that I am wiser than before, but that's not enough, I guess.. I do think of starting meds, but those medical business freaks have made things costlier than they supposed to be, and I have to live in the capital.. All around the world it's a good business. Also who doesn't know about the education business! A friend of mine, tried to access some important data from some university abroad and he learned that, people from poor countries, have to pay to access those web pages (ridiculous! They need education more!!), also people from developed countries gets it for free..can you BELIEVE IT?? Btw, I am not a nerd nor a jock, I have friends in all groups (not perv group though -__-). I don't meet them much, because of those probs and by now they don't have any good idea about me, it's been long..
I want to end this story with the saying 'Life is short'. We have a lot to do, a lot to change the world... Start working.
I have a lot to do.. Fix my health, Gotta start University, find some actually dedicated music lovers (the hardest one, so many posers out there), Start modeling and just enjoy!
I have been trying to kill those two mentioned in the first paragraph. I know I am better, but the depression is still there. 2 month ago, I thought I finally murdered anxiety, was going through boring people life, but that bastard came out of the grave.. Zombie!
I know that I am wiser than before, but that's not enough, I guess.. I do think of starting meds, but those medical business freaks have made things costlier than they supposed to be, and I have to live in the capital.. All around the world it's a good business. Also who doesn't know about the education business! A friend of mine, tried to access some important data from some university abroad and he learned that, people from poor countries, have to pay to access those web pages (ridiculous! They need education more!!), also people from developed countries gets it for free..can you BELIEVE IT?? Btw, I am not a nerd nor a jock, I have friends in all groups (not perv group though -__-). I don't meet them much, because of those probs and by now they don't have any good idea about me, it's been long..
I want to end this story with the saying 'Life is short'. We have a lot to do, a lot to change the world... Start working.