Scared Shitless

its not fair this last year i had cancer..i lived... sumtimes i wish i didnt. is this bad i lve in fear that either it will come back.. or that i wont make ha best of my second chance. stupid right? idk anymore the words escape me even now as the ideas of death enterain my thoughts.. heres so muc i want so much i an to do so much living im staring at an unobtainable dream. ill loose everything again.

leya2006 leya2006
18-21
Mar 23, 2009