Lose Control, But Secretly.

I like the feeling of just going without having to worry. I've been doing a little research on how to lose control of my bladder, but I haven't started yet. There are a couple things I'd like to know before I do any "untraining".
First, if I become incontinent, is there a way to re-train myself if I don't like it after all?

Another is how do I hide it? Yes, I want to just go when I feel like it (or don't feel it at all) but I don't want anyone to know, at least in public. It might inevitably become aware to my family but I don't want people to know, for example, at work or in college, that I can't control my bladder and have to wear diapers.

If someone can help me with my predicament, I'd be very happy.
anominouse anominouse
18-21, M
2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

take 4 drops of hydrogen peroxide to a glass of water 2 times a day, it will shrink your bladder, not permanently but you will be able to see what it is like. they do this with people who stretched there bladder. It will not hurt you. we use it in all kinds of thinks like tooth past. but it will work.

You said: "I've been doing a little research on how to lose control of my bladder" ... What did you find? Were your findings believable? Most of what I've read on the subject seemed like fantasy, except for the genuine medical problems. Did you start the procedure and if so how's it going?