Hoe To Help Him How To Help Myself

Yup it happened to me too. I fell in love with my best friend
We have known each other for years, he knows every little thing about me and so do i, we're like brother and sister but recently i realized i have feelings for him. The thing is he has a girlfriend that makes his life living hell and that's what breaks my heart and makes me wanna punch that bi*** in her plastic face. I don't know if i should tell him cause i am afraid it would affect our friendship and i don't wanna lose him. I'm happy to have him in my life even if friends is all we're ever gonna be.
P.S. on our excursion in Italy in Julia's house i wrote a letter secretly hoping that he'll see it but no luck.
here's what i wrote
I love you. I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. I can tell you absolutely everything, and I know you will listen. And you're one of my best friends, but I'll keep all of this to myself because I love you and because you don't feel the same way. I wish that I could make you love me, but I can't. That's why these words will be forever lost in my memories and never to be spoken aloud. I love you.
PPS. Sorry for my bad English
arhangel arhangel
Oct 21, 2011