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I Want to Lose Weight

Becoming Fat

By: chubbyjackie
Written on December 22nd, 2011
Age: 18-21 , Female
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    Ginteru1

    This is interesting. Kind of like an addiction, or some syndrome. But, if it makes you happy, I can't stop you.

    May 8
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    zebrashoe

    I agree w/Brynn86

    Mar 11
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    Uga1980

    I would advise you to take MegaHoodia herbal diet pills
    It's a perfect product that works in 98% of ppl and is very safe (contains no chemicals)

    Feb 13
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    AeroBubbles

    it sounds like you have an addictive personality, your an addict to control. Having control over something is one of the most common reasons people under eat and over eat (weight control) and also self harm (pain control) etc. its quite a strange thing but more common than you'd realise, look for other things in your life you can control? your hair? you can cut it and dye it (thats the thing i like to control) i dyed it 47 times in one month once and it all fell out so i had a pixie crop but i bought hair extensions and i'd cut and dye those instead so my hair was constantly changing.

    Dec 20, 2012
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    laramallette

    If you would like help I would life to help you lose weight my program doesnt take a lot of work and it is very effective please contact me so we can talk privately and I can explain how everything works.

    Nov 14, 2012
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    Marzbloxx

    Hi,I know how to feel.I.i want to get in contact with people that r in the same situation as me.

    Nov 7, 2012
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    mlmf

    Hello! I know how hard it can be as well as frustrating. I want to lose 50 pounds that i ha not been able to lose. Tried many different things and programs and the best one for me is th 90 day challenge. I have dropped 15 pounds in a little over 3 weeks and have not excercised. If you are interested let me know where i can contact you to let you know.

    Oct 31, 2012
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    jeneeneherbalife123

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    Oct 26, 2012
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    moneymom72

    My heart goes out to you and i have to wonder why you use food in such a manner; is it the only thing in your life you feel you control? What if you could enjoy the same taste such as peanut butter cup, banana split, and still lose weight would this have appeal to you? Being overweight is horrible on your health and will prevent you from living the life you will want to and i would hate to see that happen You need to feel comfortable in your own skin and stop abusing yourself and punishing yourself; sorrry if that sounds preachy but as a mother i cringe thinking of my own girls. Food is not a punishment or a reward and should not be treated as such enjoy what you love and love what you enjoy.

    Oct 14, 2012
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    RakshaM

    Check LifestyleNfitness.com. The products really worked for me . Raksha

    Sep 25, 2012
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    VoluptuousVix3n

    Hey sweets, I can identify with you in so many ways. I adore food but my addiction to it is warped. Do you get it where it numbs the pain and voices in your head like I do? Or where you go into a trance while eating and all your pain temporarily goes away? Like one time I was eating a packet of Tim Tams and I went into a trance and before I knew it I'd polished off the whole fkn packet!! I think your family just worries about you love it's not that they hate your figure or anything as it can lead to diabetes and high blood pressure being overweight (I know cos I got diagnosed with both during my pregnancy) anyway add me if you ever want anyone to talk to or vent at even share nice foods to eat for a midnight snack- Reese's peanut butter cups coated in Betty Crocker vanilla frosting :D yummy!!!

    Sep 18, 2012
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    Smileandbehappy

    Wow, I thought I was the only fat person out there who had anorexia before! I went from a size 2 to a size 16 also. My family and friends don't know I like it either. I don't want to get bigger but I like my belly now. And my 8s and 6s, don't fit at all. I was able to buttn the 8s but boy did I have a HUGE muffin top! Couldn't see the button whatsoever! Lol

    Jun 28, 2012
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      chubbyjackie

      Nice :)

      Sep 2, 2012
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    Nigel1234

    Just be yourself, You can be fat or skinny. Maybe your family doesn't approve but if they truly lov u (which I'm sure they do) They'll keep loving you.

    Jan 31, 2012
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      chubbyjackie

      Thank you... im still not entirely sure what im going to do...

      Jan 31, 2012
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    Notfatenough

    Getting fatter is the best thing ever!

    Jan 30, 2012
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    JayD12

    Anorexica huh, that must have sucked

    Jan 11, 2012
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    morganza

    Man this is definitely different from how a lot of people feel. While it seems strange you want to be fat since your family doesn't approve, I think you should not go through with this. I mainly say this because of the risk you put yourself through by being over weight.

    Dec 22, 2011
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