Gastric Bypass Has Become My Answer.
Even though I have decided to get gastric bypass, I still have to lose 50-100 pounds before I can get the surgury. My weight is so hight that I can barely get around any more, but I am still fighting because I don't want to lose this battle.
I am on a strict 1000-1200 calorie diet, and doing very poorly at it. I am disappointed in myself, but everyday I tell myself that I can do better. So here is to tomorrow being a better day.