My Worst Vice...

Ever since i was 13. It's my own personal hell. It's the only thing i think about. Every time i put something in my mouth, i'm counting... 20g of oatmeal, 74kcal, + 1 tsp of brown sugar 11kcal = 85kcal... that's tooo much... don't do it... don't eat... work it off... go for a run.... gotta lose those pounds....
and then you binge. you eat anything you can find... stuff yourself, and tell yourself no one can tell you what to do, you do what the hell you want. Except you don't. Cos 5 minutes later you're back in the bathroom or at your rubbish bin, straining to get it all out again... you hate yourself for your lack of self-control, and you promise yourself you'll never slip up again.
Then you go back to your crazy diet, and wait for it all to start again.

Bulimia. Don't let anyone sugar-coat it.
Liptongal Liptongal
18-21, F
2 Responses May 14, 2012

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Are you still in this condition? I would like to know more, if you've read my story on this topic also.

pretty much... although im now trying to limit it... ot very successfully :/