Scared- Wants Desires Needs

Hi my names Dahna
I don't really know why I'm writing on this I guess I have just got myself really scared ATM
I recently have got to a weight I said if never get to and because I have I'm scared

I have lost weight before but this is heavier then I have ever been. My body is very strange my matabolismnisextremely slow and it is very hard for me to lose weight or hen I do it goes back on fairly fast :/

I'm scared that this time I can't do it
I dot use a gym membership anymore
I wish I could lose 30kg but I don't think I can
I just wantto be happy with me and my body and I want to be comfortable enough to wear shorts and a bikini out in front of people

Don't get me wrong I don't have the worst body in the world
Like my weight is spread so evenly so it all sits really well

I just I want to like something about my body again

I want better legs and a tummy and jus everything

-scared
Dahna9700 Dahna9700
18-21, F
Sep 10, 2012