I know losing weight to look good isn't the best reason, but I don't like the way I look right now. I'm so used to being in a great shape, so I can't say I really like this gross, new look for me. I don't feel right.. Thing is, I don't work out anymore, because I just get angry--Another story..Diets are hell. I can't find anything else to do, so I'm just sitting homw, bored surrounded by food. Haha. Excuses, excuses, I guess..Lol. Can't I just make a wish, then look like I did before?? Haha. Anyway, 'till then, I guess I'm just going to have to exercise no matter how I feel about it.. Ugh.