True Story. Please Write Your Opinions Even Though It May Be Hurtful :)i am 15. turning 16 this year.
i am sad, lonely, depressed and have no one to talk to about this.
my parents think i'm normal since i'm not a troublesome teenager, but i am very frustrated most of the time.
i hide my feelings most of the time as i'm afraid that i'll be judged horribly!
a lot of people in my current and new class do not like, so school's a pain.
i have friends, but some the close people seem to leave me.
i am fat, and even when i lose try to lose weight, food seems to drag me in again.
i love cooking for my family and find eating the source and solution of my problems.
i have a few friends, whom i love and adore and vise-versa.
i find myself ugly, even though my family says that i'll be pretty once i lose weight. but losing weight isn't easy!
a lot of people even make fun of me for being fat, which really does hurt, no matter how much people tell you to laugh and ignore it, it does hurt.
i listen to everyone's problems and solve them with ease, but me on the other hand hate to share my problems, cause i think they are going to burden everyone.
i also find my problems kind of irrelevant to others.
i am also not that good at studies so i find myself disappointing my parents.
i find myself sad all the time.
i don't like studying, i eat too much and hate going to school and to study at my tutor's home.
help me and suggest me something please!
and i love this site a lot! it makes everyone stand out and different :)
people may say that there are worst people in the world then my situation, but that dosen't mean i don't matter!
i have people who don't talk to me and ignore me, i have relatives who hate me even though i haven't done anything horrible to them.
sometimes i just feel like giving up and crying!