Loosing Weight, One of the Hardest Things to Do For Me.

Ever since I was little I have always been obese. Once I hit my teenage years, I was roughly around 175 pounds. I was always told by people that I was chubby and what not, but it never clicked in until highschool started and people were calling me fat. My dad bought a Excercise bike, and always MADE me ride it. I never lost of gained anymore weight, just stayed at 175 pounds. I met my husband just our of highschool, we both didn't have a car and we had to walk everywhere. I lost weight, went down to 150 or so. I thought this was the greatest, but then I got pregnant. I gained alot of weight druing my pregnancy, I had depression after my first born and found it hard to loose weight because I never wanted to do anything. I never had any energy. Then two years later I was pregnant with my second child. Didn't gain that much, but I still had the previous weight on me. And here I am today 220 pounds and I can't stand to even look myself in the mirror. I have no idea what to do. I am just lost....so far gone, I fear I am going to die and I am only 23 years old. Thanks for reading guys :)

Scam Scam
22-25
1 Response Mar 9, 2009

I was skinny when I was in highschool.<br />
And the older I got .<br />
I gain weight.<br />
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I have learn to drink water.<br />
And pop is not good.<br />
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And walk i have lose some weight.<br />
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It is cold out. <br />
But summer time i get out lot.<br />
And walk.<br />
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The boyfriend I have is on me in a sweet way to walk and he was on me lot .<br />
And I thank him to day to help me to get out there and walk.<br />
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I can not belive what walking will do for you.<br />
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Kind watch what you are eatting.<br />
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And the looking in the mirrow.<br />
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I could not do that.<br />
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But to day i can.<br />
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I went and got my hair colored and then now i have 4 color in my hair. and cut like pump rocker and every one likes what i look like.<br />
Do what you wanted to look like.<br />
I can talk to myself now.<br />
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I have depression promblem and the more I get out and do things the more i feel better and can sleep.<br />
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Make your self feel good.<br />
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I dont care to this day what you think of me .<br />
Had my hair up stand up on top of my hair.<br />
And one my friends did not like it .<br />
But I told her to leave lone .<br />
i like it. <br />
That was the first time I every did that<br />
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I love me to day.<br />
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And you will to . <br />
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hang in there .<br />
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I am here for you.<br />
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Lashanda<br />
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So I drink tea and then I am started walking .<br />
Get my walk man . And they make other things to walk with.