Weighting It Out....

I've been fighting my extra pounds since I can remember. Growing up in an alcoholic family and suffering from sexual abuse made overeating all the more necessary. Ive lost over 100 pounds and regained it numerous times, always scratching my head wondering what went wrong. The last time I lost a large amount of weight, I keep it off for 3 years through unhealthy behaviors like severe alcohol abuse and eating disorders. Now that I face being overweight again, I ask myself how do I get out of this mess. I realize that my increased appetite being on lithium is a challenge along with uping my metabolism especially since I quit smoking. With all this on my shoulders, I take comfort in knowing that Jesus Christ loves me and died for me on the cross at Calvary. He loves me when Im fat, thin, whatever my waist line happens to be. Im thankful that He is my savior and pray for His guidence on how to lose weight healthfuly. I hope that you all know Jesus and the comfort that He gives through God's grace. Its much better that the smoothest and creamiest piece of chocolate.

blessed36 blessed36
36-40
Mar 23, 2009