So Badly

I am almost 19 and I am 5'3 I weigh 150 lbs. and my whole life I have been "sturdy" as one of my aunts likes to put it. However my mom likes to put it *** fat as, my fieance puts it as fat, my best friend puts it as a little chubby. *sigh* I think I am beautiful and strong and sexy I admit I want to lose some weight but its not because of insecurities I have about myself I feel curvy and sexy and I feel like a woman I just know were I am at is not healthy. I can admit it would be cool to have a flat tummy when I have to wear a bathing suit but the simple fact is I will never be a size small or a size 2 I will be compleatly happy when I can get my 6's on without sucking it in like I do now lol. So ladies we don't have to be stick thin to be beautiful or sexy or to get noticed.

bleedawaythepain bleedawaythepain
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 27, 2009

i would love tips it sees like nothing i do works lol and its not for lack of motivation lol