I've always been a skinny person during my teen years. After the 1st time i had sex, i just gaind a LOT of weight - about 20 pounds. For the last 10 years of my life, all I can think about is coming back to my skinny figure. Most people say my weight is pretty normal for my height, but i just can't live being "normal". I need to be very, very thin. I can't even look at myself in the mirror, it's really horrible. it feels like i can only be me again when i loose some weight. My goal is 100 pounds. I'm 130 now & taking sibutramine, since no dieat helps me, and i've tried EVERYTHING, from eating heathly to NF diets. Once I get to 120 pounds, my body simply refuses to continue loosing weight. I live for the day i'll be pretty and thin again.

naverp naverp
26-30, F
3 Responses Mar 7, 2010

Hi. I am starting to take sibutramine tomorrow. Im so desperate and I don't see any other way. I'm gaining weight like its going out of fashion.

Yes, i've done it all. Once i reach 120 pounds, i just don't loose weight anymore, no matter what i do. that's why i started taking pills.

join a club!<br />
Eat Healthy Food !<br />
Do some exercise!<br />
Eat Snaks!<br />
And Stop eating sugar , pizza <br />
and thats it