I Love You, Not I Lust You.

I am not an insecure person, but from reading this you may think I am. It boggles my mind why people do the things they do. When I have relationship questions, I ask the older ones because they are wiser. Why do men pick the dramatic, stupid, no-personality female over a good woman? I’m a very loving, passionate woman; all I want is to be loved. I was talking to an elder and I asked him, “Since men say they want a good woman, why do some of them go after the dumb, dramatic, bad-attitude females over good ones?” Well, I have asked this question before like I mentioned and I heard different answers, such as it’s easier to get the other girl, she’s prettier, has more to offer, or what have you (this question is the opposite for men, too). After explaining the situation to him, he gave me these answers, plus a few more possibilities. Sex was mentioned. Maybe she was easy. Maybe she would do things I would not do. Maybe she has more T&A than I do. I think we all have heard the saying: what you won’t do, another woman will (and vice versa for men). Then again, you cannot please everyone; we are all human. I understand sex plays a part in a relationship, but why can’t I just be a lover? I don’t want to be someone’s p*rn star or f***buddy. People have their reasons to choosing the ones they choose. I don't necessarily call this a poem, but it kinda turned out as one. I call this “I Want.”

I want to love you. Not lust you.

I want our love we have to lead us to sexual bliss. Not do it just because you are/I am horny.

I want to make love to you. Not f*** you.

I want to kiss you tenderly. Passionately. Not slobber you aggressively.

I want to take my time with you, no rush. Not a hit and run.

I want our foreplay to last. Not just enough for you to get a hard on.

I want to go down on you slowly as my tongue caresses your body in its path. Not me choking on your d*** hurting my jaw.

I want you on top of me. Me on top of you. Face to face, intertwined with each other. Not you banging me like dogs mating.

I want you to move naturally, move with me. Not trying to be like the dudes on p*rn.

I want to see the love, the passion on your face, the sparkle in your eyes while we are making love. Not the look of wondering when I am going to climax.

I want to hear and feel you moan naturally. Not talk s*** trying to be “the man”.

I want you to look me in the eyes while we climax. Not up or away from me.

I want you to keep your bodily fluids to yourself. Not on any part of my body like some sprinkler system.

I want us to hold each other as we fall asleep in each other’s arms. Not for you to push me off.

I want to be your woman. Not a statistic for your bragging rights.

I am a lover, and will be know as such. Not a p*rn star, some girl “that can give head like a pro”, or any similar labels for that matter.

MysticLioness MysticLioness
31-35, F
Mar 8, 2010