Is That So Bad?

I want to love like I've never loved before. I want to be with someone as if I'd never been with anyone. Why is that bad? Why am I judged so harshly for "falling" quickly? How do you know it's not real? Just because I don't follow your timetable, how can you assume that I know nothing better? Why am I judged & who are you to judge me? You don't know me. Not all of me. Yes, it's true, maybe I do "fall" to quickly.... But my heart is my own & if she wants to lead me down a path that may break her in the end.... At least I can live knowing that I NEVER forsaked it. I never ran for fear of it breaking. I will live my life knowing that I followed my heart & loved with all of myself every single day. Can you say the same?

deleted deleted
26-30
2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

I truly wish I could, unfortunately, I am with the 90% of the world that has been hurt too many times to trust my own heart much less another person. I truly envy you

It is not bad nor is it right that anyone judge you. Even you have to admit sometimes going a little slower can keep some of the pain away