I Do

i thought if i left u it wud make me feel beter..but it desnt.....i was hurt i was angry but i was me n now i just feel an empty  space in my heart where u lived...i feel..empty i dont feel anything..i feel dead..i m dead....i wish i cud aways love u .....i wish...i cud.... i wish...u wre near...i wish u were not u ..u were not unacessable..i wish i cud meet u touch u ..n tel u ..everything.....i wish.....i cud love u forever..but i cant....ur love was like n oxygen to me n i died widout it...u did a terible thing...u murdered me..u know .....but if u are happyyy....i cud spend de rest my days thinking .. u are happy n safe.....if u are loved i can live wid this empty heart for de rest of my life..plzz b happy i sacrificed my life for u ....n may b it desnt worth much but it was de best i cud sacrifice for u .....please be happyyyy..always keep singing.....n keep smiling....n kep breathing.....n sleep peacefully at nights....n stay clamed at days...

saarah79 saarah79
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2010

yes yes and i feel the same way....exactly!