So...

I've never had any real friends.  Only aquaintences.  Not sure why.  I can get along with anyone, I listen, I'm loyal, I'm pretty fun, I don't judge, I'm not selfish, stuck up, or self absorbed and I would do whatever I could for a friend.  Unfortunately, it seems that whenever I think I've made a friend they disappear once they've gotten what they need from me.  These things ranging from minor & materialistic to major & deeply personal.  If it's not that it's being rejected by people who say they experience the same thing.  What's up with that? What is wrong with me for f*#@'s sake?  Lame.  I'm starting to think that at my age it's prabably too late to find even 1 good friend.  This totally bites.  I don't even know why I'm sharing this, really.  It's embarrassing.
GodsLilJester GodsLilJester
36-40, F
3 Responses Jul 29, 2010

Hi , How are you ?<br />
No , you still can find good friends I guess .<br />
I maybe just like you , not exactly the same .<br />
I'd like to talk with others so much , if you like , we can talk .<br />
have a nice day !

I'm the exact same way. I'm a cool person without anything really wrong with me personality wise :P I'm laid back and easy to get along with... and yet I don't really have any friends. I have tons of acquaintances, but I don't really have anyone I could call and say, "Let's hang out" to. I spend every day alone. I just haven't ever made that real friendship with anyone.<br />
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...how funny. A Jester, and a Trixster XD

Ill be your friend! Hi! Nice to meet u