What Is Friendship?

In my opinion friendship is kind of relationship which is undescribable in few words. People who are not related by their blood but their heart. Some people say that I can live without friends but in my opinion it;s impossible. Friends can cause pain, but at the same time they can make you feel the way that no one can.
         Definition to best friend is what I've been searching for all my life. I have some friends I can't say all of them are great but when you are lonely or pissed they can help you. Right now I'm feeling lonely. I feel like there;s no one in my life who can understand me and want to share my thoughts. But I hope it'll change. I love to make new friends. Especially people who are from another countries.... They're just interesting and fun to hang around with.
        I already said friends can change the negative feelings. But now i'm feeling lonely. If you are wondering why I have friends but feeling lonely. I got a story to share with you guys.

         It all started with me and my friend. We were so close. Almost 24/7 together, all the time. Except we got common interests and personalities. I used to trust more than I trust myself. I thought she is my best friend. But it changed people show ttheir true colors which I have never expected. I had a boyfriend who's polite self confident, good-looking. He had everything girls go for. I really loved him. We were together for 6 months. But me and my best friend.  We have known each others for 10 years. I didn't know they had something behind my back till I saw them making out in my living room at midnight, Thought i was sleeping. ThAT SUCKS. It felt so hard when you lose your loved one and best friend at the same time. I wasn't so dissapointed with the boy but my friend..... I wanted to kill her for what she had done to me. How she could ruin everything over a boy. SHe could've told me ar least if she was in love. I could've understand that. I didn't see both of them again. 
  What I mean is. I would've never hurt her like she did. I hate her. I can't trust people now. But I know there are many good girls. I know boys are not faithful. So I don't blame him
          If girls say yes then boys never say no...
Sorry for my english. I'm not native english speaker.
                                                                                                                    Love you guys... We can make the world a better place.

negenohin negenohin
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 6, 2010

I was not surprised that this happened I have seen it first hand with my close friends. It's going to be hard to trust someone but you will someday. The famous saying everything happened for a reason is true. If you want to talk more about it email me. My iPhone. Is about to die