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I don't really feel like I have many people in my life I'd define as a 'friend', simply because of my own personal definition. I don't know a lot of people I've known for more than a year. It seems to be a reoccurring thing in my life, to see people go in and out of it so easily, so casually. Sometimes I feel like its a message of purpose I should respect. It does get lonely though and it seems like all I ever do with 'friends' is chat with someone online who just needs someone to vent to about their latest and greatest break up. I don't mind friends confiding in me, but I am not seeking out people who are broken and need to abuse others in some fashion to feel whole. That didn't sound bitter did it? :) I'm 'disabled' so I don't really get busy like most folks. I'm not trying to use wanting to meet people as some sort of cover for looking for my next hook up. Its not that I am incapable of expressing certain emotions, I just realize that at this point in time in my life I can't really be in any sort of relationship (um, unless maybe you live down the street? hehe). I have interests in politics and religion but I don't shove my opinions in other's faces. I don't judge people on the things they cannot control. I'd just like to have more people to share my life with, not simply negative things but just those random things that happen to us all from time to time. We need people to tell, hey I got hit by a car today! or well... maybe the story wouldn't be worth telling. Oh yeah, there's a tiny warning there -^- I am a total smart ***. Its not that I don't realize that many things in life are serious, I just don't offer respect to things that do not deserve it and more often than not, I find some random, odd things funny while others just shrug. All the same, I seem to make my friends laugh a lot, by habit. <-- look a silver lining! okay I'm done babbling, go outside! go find more friends! (_o_o)? ! ?(o_o_)