I Want Friends.

I have always had a problem making friends. Once i warm up to people i have no problem socializing with them but it just takes me a while to get used to people. Im very self conscious and whenever i met new people i dont say anything because i feel like their just looking at me judging me and thinking about how ugly and gross looking i am. I never know what to say to new people i just clam up. People at my school think im very quiet but im not once i know people im very loud and boisterous. I have no trouble making friends online because there is no awkwardness of being face to face. Im in highschool and i have a very small amount of friends /: i want to have a normal high school experience and know alot of people and hang out with them but i cant seem to get past my social anxiety. 
ohhlizz ohhlizz
18-21, F
2 Responses May 11, 2012

Hey, I know how you feel... I'm like that to. Everyone tells me to try more.. But why don't they have to try?

Hey, it'll only get better as time goes on. Highschoolers can be really stupid, so don't mind them. Just be yourself, and people will be drawn to you, I know they will. :)