Confusion!

I have some friends. But none that will be there for me, a real friend!A friend for life!A friend who will hold your hand no matter what!!I've been betrayed like a million times!And I am afraid it is happening again!I just think that I dont want to admit!I don't want to be friends with someone who is lying to me!But is it better to be isolated??Life is so unfair!!I dont get why people should be driven to isolation!!I am just so confused!!I want to have fun!!Fun with real friends!!But I think that for one more time I will spent my Saturday nights at home until I find other people who will eventually turn out to be fake too...