I'Ve Never Gone To A Party

I have never gone to a party.
no one has ever invited me.
im no socialite like some people I know who can just walk into a room and everyone is their best friend.
honestly, i wouldnt know what to do at a party. i think i would just embarrass myself. this is not uncommon for me.

i have never gone out on a date.
no one has ever asked me out.
I had a boyfriend in high school, but we never went anywhere because i wasnt allowed to date in the first place.
now i have no idea what to do.
i've heard so many bad stories of how dates have gone wrong.

i've never really had a good time. i can count on one hand how many great times i had with my friends.
because, i dont really have many friends...

i dont really go out.

i dont know if i can fix it.

i dont know if anyone really cares...
mwoodard1993 mwoodard1993
18-21, F
Feb 2, 2013