I Just Need Someone I Can Talk to

I know what you mean! And i know exactly how you feel. I have one or two friends but they're not really friends. I guess you know what i mean. It's hard to find true loyal friends nowadays

That's exactly it. It's as if you can be around people but still not really connect and you end up being alone anyway. Also, people can be so two- faced which is why I stopped hanging around with my old 'group.'

We all are wanting someone to talk too. The trick is finding those who are willing to listen to those who need to talk, plus give back a supportive, honest option back and not just BS.

Feel free to contact me if you want to talk.

I totally know how you feel, I just moved to a new school. Away from all friends. :(
My only real friend moved to another country.
Just to let you know-your NOT alone.

What I sometimes do find helpful is talking to your parents. I know it sounds a bit weird at first but, when in the right mood, the tend to really understand.
Just sit and talk for a while.
Hope this helps.

Damn that must suck :( *hugs*
I have actually talked to my parents a couple of times, and your right. In the right situation/mood it does help and they do understand, which is no mean feat seeing as I don't always get along with my dad.

Thats how it is with me as well. :( Except in my case, the reason I cant talk properly or from within me is because I'm an entirely different person in public. I wear masks all the time, wherever I go.

I've written a poem about something like that :). Only yesterday.

My 'mask' is a big stupid grin. No matter who I'm talking to I always have this stupid smile, and if someone tells a joke no matter how stupid I think it is I will laugh. I don't mean to do any of this stuff, behind closed doors I'm a great guy, but before the public eye I shrivel up and become this stupid 'yes' man.
I keep telling myself that I just need to train my mind to act differently in those situations, and everytime I go out I try so hard to branch off and show a side of me that's real. But in the end, no matter how much I want to avoid it, I end up standing at the back of the group, following them around so that at least I'm not alone, and still as quiet as a mouse.

That can be me too Issac. Inside, I will be kicking myself. I don't even know when I began to do this. Was it when I hung around (silent, at the back of the group too) some "friends" who were incredibly judgemental? Did it start when as the silly younger sibling, I wanted approval from my elder brother?
This is the part of me that I'm trying to change. I keep thinking I've changed immensely. Then, when I'm in another one of those situations, I can see that I was kidding myself and that there might always be that little, nagging insecurity that keeps me this way.
This is one of my big goals - to change this way of behaving.
It's ironic in a way. We are all wearing masks, and we all have similar fears, yet despite this, we are kept separate and unable to communicate.

I know how you feel, musicspirit. It seems hard to times to have a meaning conversation to people. I guess it depends on the situational. For me, I am just shy and I don't like to be first one to speak.

@ Issac

I can definitely relate to having that "mask". For me, I seem to be always saying "yeah" or "yeah, I agree", when
I don't really mean it but it don't want to completely deviate from others.