I Have No Friends and I'm Happy... But I Don't Want to Be Alone Forever.

I had friends that weren't really friends and then once I left school about three years ago, we lost touch. I owe the confidence I now weild to the three years I spent absent from society. I know it sounds sad but it really helped me figure out who I am, and it helped me pursue my writing to a point that I think I could make a living out of it.

I had low self esteem and was quiet around everyone, and now everytime I write something of worth I'm overwhelmed with a sense of purpose. Like 'I have something that you're gonna like', and I love that.

In saying all this I have to admit that it sucks to be alone all the time. I wish I we're this confident in the face of the world as I am when I'm alone. I'm afraid I'm going to wake up one day as some cynical old man, and I don't want to lose my zest for life before I have a chance to enjoy it.

So hey world, I'm not depressed and suicidal anymore, I'm no longer angry with you and I'm gonna do my best to make you a better place, but I'd really apreciate it if you could let me find atleast one person out there that I can be me with because I don't want to face it all alone. I'm gonna give a hopefull thanks in advance, just in case.

Issac95 Issac95
18-21, M
6 Responses Mar 17, 2009

Stole the thoughts right out of my mind! Particularly, "I owe the confidence I now wield to the three years I spent absent from society. I know it sounds sad but it really helped me figure out who I am..." that part. Exactly what I did.

sounds like me too. we should start a club!

Hey. You sound like the sort of cynical person I'd get along with. I mean, I can't promise we'll be friends like the title of this EP group suggests is some sort of rapid transition, but let's talk etc! Maybe we will?

Same, but i like expressing myself through music and lyrics.<br />
(maybe even interpretive dance ) :P

You remind me of myself in so many ways...

There are so many parts to your story that I could have written. I just need to work on the self-esteem issues. <br />
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Good luck in your journey! :)