I Feel Too One-of-a-kind

Well my school is rather conservative (considering I live in Cyprus and the Church is like RIGHT THERE with the Government), and since I'm really too shy (and not legally allowed xD) to go to gay-themed areas, I feel like I'm just a pin in the haystack.

Don't get me wrong, I have lot's of friends, and a great deal know about my sexuality, and are completely fine with it, which is great :D. But I 'd like to meet more people like me (even hope more for a boyfriend, which is EVEN more unlikely), and it's just frustrating not to be able to live out my "teen years" whilst I can.

It would just be nice to converse more with people like me.
jaideniv jaideniv
18-21, M
2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

I'm Right there with you. And i'm the same age as you so i know what it's like too. Massage me if you want to chat.

There is no such thing as TOO one-of-a-kind. In fact, I'd like to meet someone as unafraid to be different as me someday. It seems like much of gay society today tends to stigmatize itself and force labels upon many of its own members ("femme", "bear", "the awkward type of gay", etc.) instead of focusing on the individuality of each person. And much of that is caused by this new aversion to relationships. I hope that for your sake (and mine) that there are gay men out there who will be willing to appreciate my individuality and might even (DARE I SAY IT?) want a relationship with me... but only time will tell.