I Wish

My fiancee is the only one that understands that I want to get a job, I am trying to get a job, and I can't work any harder. And that I am trying to do something with my life, it's just not as easy as it looks. My parents, however, just look at the fact that I am not in school and I don't have a job. They make me feel worthless because they pretty much say I am. I want people to be proud of me, but there's nothing to be proud of.I just wish my parents would say they're proud of me for waking up in the morning 'cause I sure as hell don't want to.

sweetie1989 sweetie1989
Mar 13, 2009