I Wish I Could Trust You(my Heart) But I Can't (my Mind)

He likes me. I know he does.

Before we met in person after our 1 year long online relationship, he told me he likes

Morenas (dark-skinned girls) - so I went on and got a tan.

Long straight hair - I put on my hair extensions

A tight body - I worked out

A nice fashion sense - I put on my revealing clothes

 

How could he not find me attractive? and so he did.

But

Would he still have found me attractive if my hair was shorter, if I was chubbier, if I was not wearing revealing clothes?

I can't trust him. I can't trust him. I can't trust him.

 

But what if he did mean it when he told me I look beautiful without make up

that he really loves me and cares for me

 

What if?

 

 

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18-21, F
Feb 22, 2010