I Wish I Could Trust You(my Heart) But I Can't (my Mind)

He likes me. I know he does.

Before we met in person after our 1 year long online relationship, he told me he likes

Morenas (dark-skinned girls) - so I went on and got a tan.

Long straight hair - I put on my hair extensions

A tight body - I worked out

A nice fashion sense - I put on my revealing clothes


How could he not find me attractive? and so he did.


Would he still have found me attractive if my hair was shorter, if I was chubbier, if I was not wearing revealing clothes?

I can't trust him. I can't trust him. I can't trust him.


But what if he did mean it when he told me I look beautiful without make up

that he really loves me and cares for me


What if?



favitra favitra
18-21, F
Feb 22, 2010