I Want to Meet My Abandoned Son
I read your story to meet your real dad. I'm coming from the other side. I abandoned my son and his mom before birth. this is the most horrible act of my life. my son is now 37. yesterday I sent a letter to his mom apologizing for this gutless and irresponsible way to treat two innocent humans. I could have handled this in so many different ways. to not even communicate at any time in 37 years...It makes me sick of myself to have behaved without compassion or concern during all these years. I also included a letter to my son with the letter to his mom. I don't want to contact him without her knowledge or permission. I really want to make amends for this terrible thing I have done.
I have incredible guilt, fear and shame around this whole thing. And for years I wanted to make contact. there is no excuse.
Anyway I guess I want to say I hope my son wants to meet me.
Go after your Dad. Just do it, like that old saying says, just do it. Let nothing stand in your way because you will have an answer. The biggest question of your life will be answered. believe this.