I Want To Get Out Of This Place.....

Ever since visiting my hubby's home back East, I have been so desperately wanting to move there. I loved it! The people were friendly and welcoming, there is so much to explore and do, the Ocean, landscape......I keep feeling nudged t go that way despite the fact it would mean leaving my family behind. For as long as i can remember though, I have been searching for some kind of meaning in my life and i believe that goign east is the meaning I've been searching for.I also got myself a career in which I can go wherever I want, I thought it would make things easier.
But how can I leave my family without having a more justifiable reason? Is it reason enough to say I am now raising a family of my own and I want different things for them? I hope that hubby gets a good job offer there soon, that could add to my reasons to leave.
And then there are the costs involved in a cross country move. I don't want to just bring the essentials and struggle to rebuild again! We would have to rent a UHaul, gas, food, places to sleep, money saved to live off for a few months.....we're talking about thousands of dollars!!! It seems as though the more I think about moving, the harder it seems to get but i want out of here as soon as I can! There has to be something out there to make my hopes and dreams come to fruition. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. I can't wait for a completely new start in life :)