The Past Is Always On My Mind

I lay in bed with my Skull Candy headphones on my head listening to music staring at the celing, while thoughts and memories race through my head. Almost like they're haunting me. I think about how much I miss my past and wish I could go back. Then there's part of me that know's I need to move on and live my life now and thats what I want to do. But it's just really hard for me to do so. No one in my family knows or friends, because I know they will pressure me to rush and let go of my past and I don't want that. It's something I want to do on my own time. I do get frustrated with myself because I have held on to the past for a very long time and it's time to let go but I'm also scared of what will happen if I do.
RealisticChick009 RealisticChick009
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 30, 2010

Believe me, when you let go, you'll feel so free. I've been there, and know.