All I Talk About

I am over it. I swear.

It just keeps coming back to 'haunt' me - he keeps making contact and creating unnecessary drama.
It seems he can't make up his mind, he wants nothing to do with me, but when he sees me on in public he has to say something to me, THROUGH TEXT.

No matter how the conversation goes, somehow it ends badly.

Even worse, I still think about all the 'what ifs' and things.
I know I was a re-bound. Which sucks. Just don't think I can get over the fact that I wasn't really worth much.

Then it always comes down to exactly that - worthless.
Maybe it's just coincidental the way everything played out for me then that I was basically worthless to the people I had feelings for.
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Sep 16, 2012