I'm about to reach my 1 year mark since I broke up with my ex. Sometimes I get the urge to want to go look at his Instagram page, but I won't allow myself to go. I'm afraid that if I see something I don't like I'm going to flip and have a nervous breakdown. Sometimes I think about him and get sick to my stomach. I just have this feeling that when I have moved on to a MUCH MORE SUITABLE relationship he will come back and say all the things that he should've said last year. I don't want him back or anything, I just want to know what was it about me that he didn't like anymore. I wish that I didn't randomly think about him when I should be enjoying my life.
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Jul 27, 2015