Posing naked in the wild...I had quite an experience this sunday... how can I put it into words?
I never thought I would feel -free- after it
It was a quick shoot, I thought it'd take more but it didn't, and it couldnt because
being outdoors is risky, I got a lot of bug bites...
What can I say? Im an exhibitionist
I enjoy being naked infront of the camera
why is it so easy for me ? I dont know
it takes a lot of courage too
because as a woman my #1 sin is vanity
so its hard to see a pic where you are naked
having all those "perfect" female bodies in every magazine
The shoot was very artistic, I guess everybody had fun
I wasnt having fun at first because I saw worms and spiders and mosquitoes
so the first pictures show my scary look
I was so worried about bugs, I couldnt focus
then I had to accept it and I thought... the hell with it.! im here for a shoot
Its a very interesting experience, a challenge...
I guess the scariest part of the shoot was the corn field...
standing up, nude in a corn field holding a scarf... and the wind blowing....
The weather was so hot... around 100°F
next time I do a shoot outdoors in that kind of weather I'll take a bottle of super cold water
and pour it all over my boobs and body
I also enjoyed the photographer-model bond
we talked before the shoot and the first rule was -no touching-
that's why there was a third person there... but he was busy making sure nobody else was lookin'
so pretty much the photographer had to help me place the cloth or scarf or whatever on my body
it was kinda hot, I have to admit it... but it helped me to get in the mood and forget about the insects
Another rule we broke was the "use the thong all the time" hahaha
at some point they said... hey take the thong off.... ha ha I was like.... OMG
guys are ok if you are topless, but if u take your panties off... that is just hardcore stuff
but I did it
I laughped all night about it, I smiled every time I remembered it
Even thou I was naked, the pictures are very artistic
its hard to pose outdoors
I wonder how the swimsuit models from sports illustrated do it..
Posing is.. hard work
specially if u are in the forest
being indoors is so much easier
I still dont know what I'll do with the pictures
what my photographer will do, how they will look in his porfolio
if people will buy them, if they will end up in an exhition, or not...
I know one thing for sure: I enjoyed this experience and I'll do it again
and I wanna keep doing it
It is art for me, I like it
every picture means something
I like nudity, my natural nudity, my natural original body
I guess beauty is subjective
I loved being photographed naked outdoors