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Alone Now.

I now find myself without the Mistress who has owned me for the last few years.
I miss the bondage so have been thinking about self bondage, i don't want the soft stuff, i need to be locked in chains spread and in some discomfort for hours or even a weekend.

I still have all the bondage equipment and other things Mistress used to use on me but am somewhat unsure about restraining myself safely.

This weekend i placed myself back in a chastity belt with thigh cuffs locked on and i have posted the 2 keys to myself in seperate envelops 2nd class so i cannot touch myself for the best part of a week but i want more, i want to feel totaly bound and restricted.

If anyone has bondage ideas please tell me or suggest ways. I have researched ice keys and am buying some.

Kim
kimcarr kimcarr 26-30, F 11 Responses May 30, 2011

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never thought of mailing myself keys. Never heard of ice keys. What are those?

Well if you get a sleeping bag sheet and with some imagination, it works as a straightjacket.

plastic bags and ducttape.

tie a sliplknot in some rope, X2 tie to bed posts.

I thought you of all girls would be weary of chastity belts without an emergency key, lol.



XXX, if you are thinking of going back into a belt please be carefull and make sure you have some way of getting it off in an emergency.



Kim.

XXX

Hello Kim! i have some Lesbian friends too! OMG! The first time I have taken it was from them!

Uh that should have read ..... Sis

And chastity. lol

Well back to your original question ... what's a loving sister for ? lol. Always happy to help Sid. We could keep each other in chech or charsity as it were lol. Hope you are well ?



Kit

Hi ajadi.



Thank you for your comment, it is very much appreciated. I am spending longer between ******* and have used ****** and butt-plugs inside mw when locked into my chastity belt, when i do ****** now the intensity is hightened and the ******* do seem to last longer.



I am always open to new ideas so please feel free to share.



Kim.

Good luck to you pet, How much do you need this? Even though you are unready to commit to another yet, you do need the structure in your life don't you? I suggest longer and longer periods of self denying. This does not mean no sexual arrousal, simply longer periods between times of release to keep a fine edge on your desire. When being allowed the release, I also suggest when allowing the release, a vib with fresh batteries, bury it in yourself, then put the chastity on, not taking it off until the batteries are dead. It might be good to start eating your meals from a bowl on the floor, just to keep your true statis firmly in mind. I've got some ideas in mind for you, let me know if you are interested.

Right now i am not looking to serve or give my slavery too. The memories i have are still too painful right now for me to even consider serving another. That said i am still a woman/slave so need to feel what i am so i will just hope people can give me ideas on ways to practice self bondage and self humiliation.



Kim.

There are some of us that are not interested in slavery for the sake of ourselves, but only for the pleasure of the bottom. A good master/mistress knows what buttons to push and when to push them. I actually follow the lead of my bottoms, I watch them and paying attention, I can fulfill their needs. For me, the most important thing is the pleasure of the sub. That is what thrills me personally. *hugs and kisses* j

I bet you did... a reward for your patience. I believe in the power of positive reinforcement.

I'm looking forward to hearing about more of your adventures.. and hopefully, you'll find a proper Domme to serve soon.

Thank you kind Sir.



The time in the chastity belt was so frustrating knowing that there was nothing i could do until i got the keys. The keys arrived back to me two days appart and i was able to wait until the second key arrived as i had already addressed another envelope to myself with the intention of just posting it away as soon as i got it to make me wait for the second key.



I did use the second key to release myself however and yes, i did enjoy myself once the belt was off.



Kim.

Sounds interesting. I do like the idea of keeping yourself in chastity by sending to yourself via post. Self bondage is a true test of commitment and will power. Good luck!