Its Like An Elastic Band
I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything.
I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of fall apart and really feel hitting rock bottom. Also, when this happens its like I'm really far away from everyone, even my loved ones, feels like I'm not in this life, it creeps me out.
but when its good, its really good, I just wish it wouldn't 'ping' so often! I could really do without it.