I Am Really Trying...

I want to be smoke free.. I am trying hard.. but every time I get close to a pack I smoke. I am really disappointed in my self today. I went nearly all day yesterday without one until I got home.. then had 2 and a half, this morning I have had 1 and a half already... I just want to stop but am really struggling with this. I have gum and it does help but when I am just sitting at home I have an extremely hard time ignoring the urges... boo. this makes for a bad day. I was proud of myself yesterday and today I feel like a failure. 

Mysteriousme Mysteriousme
31-35, F
2 Responses Aug 10, 2010

thank you! I am going to try again.

You didn't start smoking in one day. Quitting is hard. I know because I have done it many times until i finially quit. Be proud of yourself for going that long without a cigarette. you can do it. If you want a chat buddy to cheer you on, here is my email address. ronavie@me.com