Quit Date Monday
i started chantix last monday and this upcoming monday is my "quit date". well i ran out of cigarettes yesterday and vowed not to buy another pack before monday. so today was my first day on the pill w/ no cigs. ITS HARD. honestly i am going a bit crazy. i am feeling extremely irritable. my poor husband has to deal with my nastiness. i just dont want to smoke anymore. i dont want to die from lung cancer. and i am just simply tired of it. i want to start being a healthy person. if i dont quit now i never will. its just so hard. i am getting adgitated at everything!!!!!!! today i honestly just broke down and cried. i really feel helpless and its hard because my husband gets mad when i am a ***** to him so we fight which makes me just want to smoke more. its like a never ending cycle.