When I was 3 years old I was molested by a 14 year old boy. He was my baby sitters son. Every time it was time to change my diper he did nasty things to me. It went on for quite awhile before i finally told my mom what was going on. He ended up going to juvy. I'm 16 now and The thing that bothers me the most is that i remember EVERYTHING. Not just bits and pieces, everything. Some times i feel like it was my fault, but i didnt know any better. What i want to know is it normal for me wanting to meet him? Like i just wanna know why? Or was it worth it? I hardly ever think about it cuz i'm the type of person that for gives and forgets, but i cant help and think about these things.