This Goes To My Parents

I can't be myself when I'm with them. I can't disclose myself to them. I can't tell them how I truly feel. They could probably read my actions, but I can't tell them directly things I want to tell or share to them. Nothing's wrong with my parents*. They do me no harm. They provide my needs. We talk. We're okay really. I am just not comfortable sharing my feelings to them. I'd rather tell my friends that to my parents. With my parents, I feel I'm always being judged. I'm always thinking if I'm doing the right thing or did I say something bad. I am alway conscious around them. Always keeping my guards on.

*i just thought, if nothing's wrong with my parents, then probably something's wrong with me.

I want to remove my mask.
mynameishyphenated mynameishyphenated
22-25, F
Aug 3, 2010