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Faking It

I know that if I ever ran or checked out in another way, people would be shocked.  I don't give any indication of how close to the edge I am.  I know how to fake it so well.  People think I am always up and happy and friendly.  Sometimes I wish they could tell, so I could have help working through this, but they don't.  My kids and grandkids are the only things I really keep going for.  If I didn't have them, I think I would have given up a long time ago.   I just keep telling myself, all things must pass, and this will too.  I'm just getting too tired to make the effort much anymore.
anon68 anon68 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2010

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HI MAME!<br />
ITS A PLEASURE TO READ UR EXPERIANCES AND UR THOUGHTS!<br />
PLEACE DONOT GIVE UP YOU SOUND LIKE A BEUTIFUL WOMAN KNOW ONE KNOWS WHAT UR GOING THREW AND UR EMOTIONS BELIEVE ME UR WORDS SOUNDS LIKE MINES I ALSO HAVE CHILDREN 4-BOYS AND 2 DEAD BEUTIFUL GIRLS THAT UNTILL THIS DAY I MISS THEM ALOTE EVEN MY MOM WHOM PASSED AWAY LAST YR. WE WERE SEND HEAR FOR A REASON ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY THE SAME WHY WE SAY ????<br />
THANK GOD WE HAVE A BEUTIFUL FAMILY WHO KEEPS US UP ALL THE TIME !<br />
JUST IMAGEN IF WE DIDNOT HAVE THE GIFT GOD GAVE US WHERE WOULD WE BE??<br />
JUST REMEMBER THIS 1-LEARN 2-TEACH 3-LOVE 4-FORGIVE<br />
PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU MY FRIEND!