A Wish Of Freedom

A wish of freedom….
I want to run away. Leave this world behind me, and live a new life. Step away from birthparents in jail, and adoption family that disproves of me and always gets into fights, and a world that I feel as if no one understand me…
I long to be like a wolf running free in the wind being able to live my own dreams that no one supports of or for that matter even thinks that I can do! But I’m so afraid of the people I might hurt, the friends I might lose, or the tears I might make- I don’t want to hurt anyone, I just want to be free and live an adventure.
My adoption parents are lawyers, my other family teachers or doctors- its all about education, I know it’s important but its not what I want to do with my life, so why do they push it on me so??? We fight almost every day- they call me bitc- h and run me down because they don’t want me to grow up into something they don’t want I think. I hate stress, I want to live life easy followed by nature and adventure like in the story books. I want to escape and start my own life where people support me, don’t judge me by my jailbird parents, and believe in my dreams just as much I do. I’m tired of being pushed down and trying to get up… I growing depressed because I feel like no one there for me, I feel like the whole is shunning me out and I just want to hide and run away from all that… be free, completely free, and just myself for once.
But I’m so afraid about the worry and tears I’ll put my dear brother and friends in, all the crying and stress I might make on other- I just don’t want to hurt anyone. It’s so hard…. So hard.