I Just Don't Know...

Hi, guys... I'm a 20 years old female and I just feel like I want to run away from home. It isn't because of my family or all that, it just that I feel I've hurt my family, especially my parents too much. I just feel like a jerk everyday, and I can't take it anymore. But, if I run away, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt my parents more and I can't stop being a jerk, I think everytime I met them I just feel angry. But, I know that I miss them. I just don't know what to do... I hate myself... What should I do?

darkcreatures darkcreatures
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 14, 2010

What are you doing that is so bad?!?!?! To say that you hate yourself is extremly counter productive. You may hate your relationship with your parents and maybe you hate your coping skills but these are things that can improve with some effort.

I think maybe you should talk to your parents first. You don't want to run away and have what needs to be said to your parents not done. Running away is actually more problems than what it's worth and I'm sure if your parents love you they would agree. Talk to them first and get your feelings out before doing anything rash.