I Feel Like This Some Days
There are some days (like today) when I just feel like running and leaving this life behind. To just disappear and start a new life somewhere else. I'm not sure what I feel like running from, but the desire is so strong. I guess I want to go somewhere where no one knows me, somewhere brand new. To just run and run until I can't anymore.
To feel the wind in my hair......to just run......run and never look back.
I have this strong desire from time to time, this overwhelming feeling of the walls closing in. I want to look out the window and see something I don't recognize, to walk streets I've never walked before. The desire to live miles and miles away from everyone I know (besides my sis) To just pick up and go, to not even think.....to just run.
Eventually, the feeling passes....it returns to the depths of my mind. But it's always there....this intense desire to run.....