I Feel Like This Some Days

There are some days (like today) when I just feel like running and leaving this life behind. To just disappear and start a new life somewhere else. I'm not sure what I feel like running from, but the desire is so strong. I guess I want to go somewhere where no one knows me, somewhere brand new. To just run and run until I can't anymore.

 To feel the wind in my hair......to just run......run and never look back.

I have this strong desire from time to time, this overwhelming feeling of the walls closing in. I want to look out the window and see something I don't recognize, to walk streets I've never walked before. The desire to live miles and miles away from everyone I know (besides my sis) To just pick up and go, to not even think.....to just run. 

Eventually, the feeling passes....it returns to the depths of my mind. But it's always there....this intense desire to run.....

TheBattleWithin TheBattleWithin
22-25, F
7 Responses Sep 9, 2009

Yeah....I guess being practical is a good thing....but just once I would love to not think and just go!! :D

I feel like running sometimes too. Somedays I try to imagine how far I could get with the money I have. Just get in the car and drive until you don't feel like it anymore. Life these days can be so oppressive. The monotony and tedium of life is mind numbing at best. Running sounds good sometimes, but I know I never will because I'm just too practical.

And I'm here for you DHG!! Anytime :D<br />
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I know exactly what you mean Chaos. To start all over again...a clean slate....sounds pretty good on days like this. *HUGS*

I've that feeling too. At times it feels like I am running away from somewhere I don't belong. Like today I woke up and went to class I thought cool I get to hang out with my friends see something fun in class but nothing like that happened.<br />
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My friends didn't go, Our teacher showed us Sicko by Micheal Moore and it made me feel like this world is one where I don't want to be it just looks so messed up and I don't want to be apart of it. So I came home trying to just clear my thoughts and try and forget. Starting a new life doesn't sound so bad if it means getting a completely clean slate.

yeah....click the mouse away :D<br />
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i love when you click it :D...lol<br />
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and we are here for you! :D

I'll be fine....it's just part of me. I get bored and feel trapped and then I feel like leaving it all behind. But the feeling will pass...it usually does. <br />
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But the good thing about EP is that even if I did run...all my friends would still be just a mouse click away. ;D

well we are here to run to...your friends, i hope you feel better